OMG
I think i just hate life all together.. if whateva i was sad about eventually got better, it'll just go back to the way it was, and seems like it always does but this time its kinda different its not Sara really at all
I hate telling people why im sad alot because i get sad and upset very easily ..
and i sumtyms cry for a very little thing or wateva but for me its not. I do hate being like this though, lyk how im so emotional and cry easily if ya kno what i mean.. I dont know why im soo shy i hate it but i cant change it : ( I cry heaps at night or in the day.. maybe more than 1ce a day or wateva.
Whenever i have sum1 ova sumtyms mostly alot (mostly talking about one person) and Sara comes back from wherever she was.. i feel like im left out and the person.. jus goes off with her and im left there : (
Thats why i wanna be different.. i dont think im rly any fuun and i dont think they think so either! but i dunno i shuld probly be use to it.. cause its always gonna happen and be like that anyway.........
I jus really hate myself at the moment and i feel soo bad
My mum said she thinks i have depression even though my dad doesnt think so.. i dno if i do??! i dont want to : (
I only know im a veryy saaad person.. but i dont wanna be..
I also kinda dont like telling people on here but i write it here cause its the only place i can talk to people without it being hard to say...